It's so crazy where life will take you. after a very stressful couple of weeks I'm really looking back and so thankful for the constants in my life, like my husband and my beautiful son, parents, family, and friends so many things in life can change so quickly. My little family's life has been turned up side down and as we think that something good is really going to happen, like you can almost taste it. it all disappears in one instant. luckily we have whats most important to us. and that makes everything good. we are still trying to secure a building loan and its again  so very close. we should actually know some time this week but it is still up in the air. we do have a lot secured in Ivins
but again that all depends on if are loan goes through. I just want to be settled in a place we can set down roots. I'm looking forward to having a calling again i just want are family to belong some ware. i know that that sounds strange but when you know where your living is just temporary you just really don't get to comfortable. all in all we are doing good and we are very blessed. ill keep updated as to how loan goes. we just keep praying.